I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again..

Sayanggggg! :)

Date :: 17th April 2010
Day :: Saturday
Time :: 9.15 am
Song :: Rihanna - Unfaithful

Hey peeps! First thing that I want to talk about is relationship. I believe that 90% of breakdown in relationship is due to a breakdown in communication. So if communication can be improved, relationship can be improved. As for me, the one I love is someone whom I can CLICK with, someone whom I can SHARE everything with, Someone whom I can be completely OPEN with, We can TALK and SHARE our lives, We have COMMONALITIES, we can CRY and LAUGH together. Well, I'm happy with my relationship :) Amazing, Wonderful, Fanta-bulous relationship! Haha! :D

SAYANGGGGGGGGGGGG! :)

You're my ALL!

You're Wonderful!

You're Cool!

Don't leave me!

You love me!

Nothing is impossible!

I accept you for who you are and I love you for who you are :D

I am loved. You're my everything. I love you.

With Love,

Xin Yi

Short post :(

Date :: 16th April 2010
Day :: Friday
Time :: 1.02 pm

I'm feeling so lonely right now. Starting from today, I've to remind myself that "Just Because Someone Doesn't Love You The Way You Want Them To, Doesn't Mean They Don't Love You With All They Have" because I always think that person doesn't love me like last time. No, I was totally wrong. I just hope I have the determination to carry on my life in the next chapter and is time to make decisions to carry on the journey! I want to be a better person and a useful person... I will try my best to help people whenever they need my help because it's good to help people... Lastly, this is my quote " love life and life will love you back, love peope and they will love you back!"

With Love,
Xin Yi

It's for you, my dear! ♥

Date :: 11th April 2010

Day :: Sunday

Time :: 1.57 pm

Song :: When I'm Gone by simple plan

Well, this post is for my love one! :)

I love you, I love you until no matter how, I couldn't stop loving you! Though I've made mistakes before in the past, but I've always bear that in mind that it'll never gonna be repeated again. You're playing an important role in my heart not just that but part of myself. Sayang, I love you so much. I couldn't deny that I never think of you everyday. My love for you have never been faked before and it's all true. I've always been proving to you and you know that.

I've a confession to make for you, sayang. Things you may never know how much I love you and how much you mean to me, it has been 1 month and 9 days we coupled. As what it is until today, one day in your life, when you call my name, I'll be there for you anytime because I love you with a heart that purely been loving you truthfully! I know many who reads this think that it's just ALL LIES, I'm faking it, It's alright. I won't care any of their view on me because my love for you since the day we begin, you've got my words right until today. I'll never change unless you make me change. I heart you and you know that. :)

With lots of LOVE,

Your precious, Xin Yi :)

You're my history and I'm happy for that :)

Date :: 11th April 2010

Day :: Sunday

Time :: 1.06 pm

Song :: Trying to sleep with a broken heart by Alicia Keys

As usual, I'm fine except for this morning only. Goodness me. I tear for someone who doesn't play an important role in my life anymore. I just know that no matter what happens, you'll only walk further away from me. Tearsing painfully in my heart all alone. Well, you're my history. I treat you as a friend, why can't you just treat me as a friend? Well, I'll just let you be who you want. I'm not going to care about you because I know it's not worth it all!

Well, I have found that there are people that truly accept me for who I'm in their heart. I'm a person that does not have good self esteem. I know that I make some bad decisions in life that lead me on the wrong path and that I have to be the one that find my way back o the right path. I need to make a plan for my life and follow that to the end in order to get where I want to be i life as now I am already 17 years old.

As a result, I still have a long way to go. Problems don't last forever and the only constant thing in life is change! Well, I just wanna say thanks to my sayang! Thanks for being so understanding. I heart you, my precious! :)

With Love,

Foo Xin Yi

Without you

Date :: 10 th April 2010

Day :: Saturday

Time :: 8.32 am

There's not a day that goes by with out dear in my mind , Theres not a day that goes by with out me missing dear by my side , Theres not a day that goes by with out me knowing how lucky i am. Without You, I won't feel love. Without dear , my life would be incomplete. Dear's my only one for me and I love you, today more than yesterday. My love will never stop growing for dear.

I love you

I love you

I love you

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I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

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I'm happy to have you !!

I Love You, Sayang!

Date :: 8th April 2010

Day :: Thursday

Time :: 3.16 pm

Song :: Whataya want from me by Adam Lambert

Heylo peeps :)

Last friday night and saturday was a special one.

It was the celebration of someone who is the closest to me.

♥My Love one♥

Words definately can't describe how much i love my sayang,

or how much my sayang mean to me.

I love everything about my sayang.

The way my dear Smiles,

The way my dear Laughs,

The way my dear looks at me,

The way my dear feels when i hold my dear close to me,

The way my dear kisses me like no one can,

The way my dear reacts to whatever I say,

The way my dear sacrificed for me,

and most importantly,

the way my dear says "i love you"

The way my dear says "i sayang you"

Those 3 words that my dear say can put the smile on my face for the whole day :)

With Love,

Foo Xin Yi

I love you.